I hate that you accepted. And it’s less about the acceptance and more that you don’t sacrifice back.

If i offer something, and it’s accepted

I don’t mind sacrificing. But someone has to take that sacrifice on the other end, if that makes sense

People pleasing is manipulative. You shrink yourself hoping to get a certain outcome. It’s a facade. It’s a lie, and that causes you to resent people who accepted that version of you.

It’s also a shield, a trauma response. It protects you from external ire.

But not internal ire. And i have ire

Things I guess i asked for

Someone who wants to fit into my life

Someone who’s a giver

And i got that? But where we’re different is that I never get people pleasers, and that’s what I am

I should have known — someone who doesn’t respect or love themselves wouldn’t get what they needed,

I asked the universe for someone who viewed relationships the same way i do. Again, i asked for the wrong thing

studyblr:

sweatermuppet:

this is going to be difficult -> i am capable of doing difficult things -> i have done everything prior to this moment -> this difficulty will soon be proof of capability

this difficulty will soon be proof of capability.

Struggling to find the words,

whirlwindofstuff: